He Knows!!

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He Knows!!

I hope everyone had a great and relaxing Labor Day weekend.  We had a pretty nice time.  We got to spend time with family and was able to relax and have fun.  Labor Day weekend is a hard weekend for us.  Kirk was a huge drag race fan so every Saturday of Labor Day weekend we would spend the entire day as a family at the NHRA Nationals.  We would take a picnic lunch and spend the day meeting drivers and Emily would get several autographs.  Kirk's Uncle Rick would go out there with us.  One year, Kirk got the opportunity he had been dreaming of for quite some time.  He actually got to work on a alcohol funny car for an entire weekend.  He got to meet some really great guys and got to live out a dream before he left us.  He was so happy and so excited to get that opportunity.  I am so thankful that he did get to do that. 

We spent this Saturday of Labor Day weekend with my sister Crystal, her husband Brian and their daughter Zoey.  They invited us to go with them to St. Joseph Michigan for the day.  We spent the day up there and ended up having to go to South Haven to get out of the rain that we didn't know about.  So we sat on the beach and then went back to St. Joes to shop.  Both towns were very nice and we really enjoyed our day.  It was almost like being at the ocean, almost!!! 

On our way out from St. Joes, we passed a church that had a sign out front that simply said, He Knows.  When I seen those words I had to smile.  It is amazing how God speaks to you, how He knows what you need to hear and finds a way every time to make sure you get His message.  Some days I wonder if God still hears my cries and my prayers and then there it is, a message that yes He does still hear my prayers and knows my pain. 

The one verse that I always look to and memorized is Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."  This is something that all of us have to remember, no matter what life throws at us.  Hope, if we do not have hope, then what do we have?  If we don't put our hope in Jesus, we have nothing.  I believe that my path has brought me to this point to write to encourage others that might not see the hope in their situation.  Romans 5:1-8 tells us, "Therefore, since we have been justified through faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, through whom we have gained access by faith into this grace in which we now stand.  And we boast in the Hope of the glory of God.  Not only so, but we also glory in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance; perseverance, character; and character, HOPE.  And HOPE does not put us to shame, because God's love has been poured out into our hearts through the Holy Spirit, who has been given to us.  You see, at just the right time, when we were still powerless, Christ died for the ungodly.  Very rarely will anyone die for a righteous person, though for a good person someone might possibly dare to die.   But God demonstrates his own love for us in this; While we were still sinners, Christ died for us."

Seeing that sign, He Knows, gave me the bump I needed to make it another day.  Because He Knows, I know that He is always with me.  He is always by my side, making my way down the path He designed especially for me.  It's not a glamorous path, it's not suppose to be.  I cannot bring glory to God if I live on a golden road.  I cannot give him all the glory and be a testimony if I have never had any struggles in my life.  No matter what, I will praise Him because I know my hope is in Jesus. PERIOD!!  Psalm 39:7, "But now, Lord, what do I look for?  My hope is in you."

Lord I pray for my family and friends that are struggling with life.  I pray that they accept you in their hearts and tap into that eternal hope and love that you provide.  Life is hard, but with You, I know my future.  Lord I want everyone that I love and care for to be in Heaven so we can spend eternity together.  Lord I just want to glorify you in whatever I do while I'm here on this Earth.  In Your Precious Name Amen!!

As I was writing this, I was informed of a situation with a dear sweet sister Karen.  She passed away this morning of a long illness.  She was a writer for A Widow's Might and was one of the sweetest ladies that I have ever met.  When I decided to start writing blogs for A Widows Might, she was the one that helped me with my writing and would help me make my posts better.  We talked on the phone several times and emailed each other quite often.  She is a fellow Hoosier and lived about two hours away from me.  I got to meet her in person back in November at A Widow's Might conference at Myrtle Beach.  I remember walking in and seeing her sweet smile.  We had planned on meeting for lunch over the summer but we never got the chance.  I ask that you keep her family in your prayers for comfort and healing.  Karen is now in the arms of our beautiful Savior Jesus Christ and is now reunited with her loving husband.  Karen knows no pain, no sorrow, has no tears, just joy!!!!  Thank you Lord for putting Karen in my path.  Thank you Karen for being a wonderful writer, mentor, but mot importantly, a beautiful friend.  I will miss you and I love you with all my heart. 

This is Kirk at the last NHRA Nationals.  We had a great day and enjoyed watching all of the cars.  He loved going, and we loved sharing those memories with him!!  Love and miss you to the moon and back!! 

Heartbroken

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Heartbroken!!

I need to tell myself to quit listening and watching the news.  It seems as if the world has gone crazy.  My heart has hurt so much for several different families in the last several days.  I live close to Indianapolis which is the home of the Indianapolis 500.  We are called the racing capital of the world, and I have to agree with that statement.  We love our racing here, Indy cars, Nascar, drag racing, and our local racers.  Over the weekend, Indy car lost a great driver and advocate for dyslexia.  His name is Justin Wilson and he was also a husband and a father of two young girls.  How my heart aches for his family and all of his friends.  Unfortunately we know what they are going through right now.

Then, I hear about a policeman down in Louisiana that was gunned down by some psycho.  The officer fought as long as he could for his life, but passed away from his injuries.  I read Monday morning that he leaves behind a wife and a son that is nine years old.  I sat back and reflected on the day we lost Kirk.  Emily was only nine when Kirk left us and she is our only child.  Even though our husbands passed under different circumstances, both situations were sudden and without warning.  I felt sick for this new widow and her only son and began to pray for them.  I have family in law enforcement so whenever I hear of this happening, I always think how it could have been someone in my family. 

And then today, the senseless killing of two young journalist who were just doing their job, a job they loved and devoted their young lives. They were taken out by a disgruntled coworker during a live broadcast.  The news reported that both of them were in relationships with other coworkers.  The gentleman was engaged to be married and the lady was in a serious relationship with another anchor.  It just breaks my heart to know how their loved ones are feeling right now.  Just to know others are experiencing such deep sorrow and grieving with every ounce of their being right now is heart breaking.

We know in this world we are going to experience sadness, grief, and sorrow.  At some point, we are all going to have to face these emotions.  The decision on how you handle these emotions is huge.  We decided from day one that we were going to give our pain and sorrow to Jesus.  As humans we know we cannot handle that much pain all at once.  We memorized and live by Proverbs 3:5 NIV, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding."  We understood that no one in this world could answer the big WHY question.  So we had to surrender that to Jesus.  You see, Jesus has experienced every emotion that we as humans have dealt with.  Jesus even tells us that we will have troubles in this lifetime.  In John 16:33 Jesus says, "I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace.  In this world you will have trouble.  But take heart! I have overcome the world."  Our Savior defeated the grave and through His grace, he extends peace to us even in the midst of our worst storms. 

The one thing that I am looking forward to in my Heavenly home is that there will not be any more tears or sorrow.  We will rejoice with Jesus and with our loved ones that have gone before us and have placed their faith in Jesus.  Revelations 21:4 assures us of this, "He will wipe every tear from their eyes.  There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away."  That promise is amazing!!  It is something I am looking forward to when I go Home to my Savior Lord Jesus Christ!!

Lord, please be with the family and friends of the people that I wrote about tonight.  They are just starting their grief journey that so many of us are on already.  Lord I pray for them and for those that have started their journey. I also pray for those that have been on their journey for years.  I pray that they know you as their Personal Savior and that they lean on you for comfort, mercy, strength, and grace.  Lord thank you for loving us first before we were born.  I pray for those who do not know you as their Savior and I pray they open up their hearts and mind to you.  The well of Your mercy and grace is bottomless and is full of love, joy, and comfort.  In Your Precious Name I pray, AMEN!!

Fighting Fear!!

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Fighting Fear!!


Fear can paralyze the strongest of men.  Fear can stop us in our tracks and keep us from living out the life that God wants us to enjoy.  We can have fear in several different areas of our lives that we once felt safe and comfortable.  When I became a widow, I feared having to raise my daughter by myself.  I feared having to make big financial decisions without Kirk sitting by my side going over all the pros and cons of our decision making.  I have begun to fear a life of being alone after Emily goes to college in a short five years.  Fear of spending nights alone when all my friends and family are out spending time together.  I can go on and on about all the fears we encounter in this season of widowhood. 

Fear can freeze you in time and not allow you to move on with your life.  It can rob you of a life that God wants you to live, the life you deserve to have.  It's so easy to wave your white flag and take on a cloak of defeat.  But sisters, this is not the life that Jesus desires for all of us.  It's easy to feel like life is over and there is nothing left.  But there is so much more, I am allowing myself to figure this out and it has taken me four years.  What I had to realize and what you need to realize is that Jesus is fighting for us and with us.  He wants us to conquer our fear and look to Him for strength and trust.  In Romans 8:31-32 NIV it tells us,

"What, then, shall we say in response to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?  He who did not spare his own Son, but gave him up for us all-how will he not also, along with him, graciously give us all things?"

See, God is on our side.  With Him on our side, no one can be against us.  God has His children and He is fighting for us every step of the way.  He made that possible when He sent his only Son, Jesus Christ, to Earth to live a righteous and sinless life.  Jesus came to die for all of us, to ransom us from this sinful world.  John 3:16 states, "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." 

Do you know Jesus as your personal savior?  If not, I hope you will pray and think about making this most important decision for yourself.  It's the best decision and best gift you will EVER receive.  To know that the day that I'm called home I will be face to face with Jesus is so comforting. Just trusting that Jesus is patiently waiting for me and will greet me with arms wide open melts all fear away. 

Lord I pray that those that have not put their trust and faith in you will do so without hesitation.  Just having the peace and comfort that comes with having you on my side is priceless.  Lord I love you with all my heart and soul and I pray for all of us that need comfort and hope.  It doesn't happen overnight Lord, but it does come with love, trust, faith and patience.  When I start to feel fearful for the future or for events that happen in my life, I lean on you Lord to melt the fear away.  Thank you Lord for all that you have given me, but the biggest gift of all is your Son.  Lord I pray in your Precious Name. Amen

Overwhelmed

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Overwhelmed!!

Have you ever felt this way before?  Everyone at one point in their lives have been overwhelmed.  You might feel overwhelmed by joy, overwhelmed by tasks, overwhelmed by job responsibilities, by home projects, or grieving for a loved one.  I can say that I have experienced each one of these at one point of my life.  Some more than I would like.  It's okay to feel this way, it's human nature. It's just not a state of mind you want to stay in for very long.

The last month or so, I have  been feeling overwhelmed by house projects.  I had concentrated so much on the inside of my house that I forgot that the outside needed up keep.  With all the rain we have been experiencing, I have had some flooding issues with my garage.  I have some issues that need to dealt with that makes me feel overwhelmed and makes me really miss Kirk more.  Thank the Lord that my dad and uncles have equipment and the knowledge to be able to help me but these projects will take time to complete.  So I sit and wait and try to learn more patience. 

There are times that missing Kirk overwhelms me.  I have noticed that these feelings have started to flare up when I hear of other families that are now experiencing the heartache of losing a spouse and children losing a parent.  We know of two families through friends that have recently lost their wives and the children lost a mom.  One family the loss was sudden, another the lady passed away from a brain tumor she didn't know she had until she suddenly got very sick and ended up in a coma.  Personally knowing about these families and knowing the members seems to really take me back to the first couple of days of our journey.  Those days when you run on adrenaline and just try and make sure you breathe; knowing personally the gut wrenching pain and the cries of why.  Sometimes those feelings can overwhelm you and take your breath away.  Knowing other families, other spouses, other children are having to travel the path of grief saddens and breaks my heart.  In this fallen world, we all have to experience grief.

Being overwhelmed is part of being human.  I am so thankful that I have a Savior who can take that feeling from me.  When I start feeling like life is running away with me and I feel like I am drowning in my problems and issues, I cry out to the Lord and ask Him to help me.  I know and trust He will be there right with me and will make sure I get through this time of my journey.  "As for me, I call to God, and the Lord saves me.  Evening, morning and noon I cry out in distress, and he hears my voice.  He rescues me unharmed from the battle waged against me, even though many oppose me." Psalms 55:16-18.  God does hear us when we cry out and He wants all of His children to be comforted.  We all have an enemy and he wants us to feel overwhelmed and to feel hopeless.  "Be alert and of sober mind.  Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.  Resist him, standing firm in the faith, because you know that the family of believers throughout the world is undergoing the same kind of sufferings." 1 Peter 5:8-9. 

We are never promised a stress free, easy life.  And if you are reading this, chances are you have encountered loss and tremendous grief.  Keep your faith, trust God to bring you through this period of your life.  Don't let Satan get the best of you and give in to your feelings of being overwhelmed and helpless.  Help is here, His name is Jesus and He died for all His children.  You just have to believe and confess with your lips and believe in your heart.  You will not feel immediate relief, but there is light in the morning.  You will know that the Savior of this world is in your corner and you can go into any battle armed with His word, grace, and mercy!!!

Lord thank you for loving me, for loving all of your children.  Thank you for always being there for us when we cry out to you.  Lord I know love began over 2000 years ago when you came to earth as a precious baby and 33 years later you took nails and ransomed me.  Your blood has saved us all Lord. Thank you for that most precious unconditional love.  In your Precious Name I pray, Amen!!

Emily's Birthday

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Fourteen years ago tonight, Kirk and I were on the eve of being first time parents.  I was scheduled for a C-section that next morning so we decided to go out and get one more dinner before we became first time parents.  Since I had to eat by a certain time, we went to a restaurant called Perkins.  I had a big plate of French toast and a big glass of chocolate milk.  It was so good.  We really enjoyed our meal.

The following morning we went to the hospital as an anxious couple wondering what we got ourselves into, and three days later we left with the most beautiful and precious daughter.  We were so happy.  One our way home, Kirk picked up my hand and kissed it and thanked me for our baby girl.  God had truly blessed us with a healthy and pretty girl.  We were on top of the world. 

Kirk and Emily had a very close relationship and she was his world.  Right before she turned nine,, Kirk suddenly passed of an accident in his mechanic's shop.  Three weeks later she turned 10.  Kirk was always there for her birthday and always got a kick being with her.  He always called her his baby girl.  Now I am left to celebrate her day with her and to remember how much Kirk loved her and how excited he was to be her daddy.

God truly blessed the three of us.  We had each other and God blessed us with our love and relationship the three of us shared.  Emily and I will be sharing her 14th birthday together tomorrow.  Even though Kirk isn't with us to celebrate, we know how much he loved us and how special Emily was to him.  I feel Emily is a very lucky girl to have had a dad that loved her with all of his heart for nine years.  A lot of children never get to experience the love of a dad.  So we will celebrate together with Kirk on our hearts and mind, and will thank God in our storm for the blessing of having Kirk with us.  I know our Father is also celebrating Emily as well.  I know He blessed us as a family for giving us each other. 

Lord thank you so much for blessing us with each other and for blessing us with your Son Jesus.  Through Him, we know one day we will be reunited with Kirk and the rest of our loved ones.  Thank you Lord for giving us the blessing of our Emily.  You made our family complete and with You at the center, there is no storm, no weapon, no person that can stand between you and us!!  In your Precious Name we pray, Amen!!

Happy Birthday to the most beautiful daughter!!!!  Your loving and caring spirit for others is astounding and your love for our Lord is incredible.  I love you and am so proud of your accomplishments when sometimes the deck is stacked against you.  Just keep your eyes focused on Jesus and your heart open to Him at all times and you will succeed through our Lord. I love you so very much!!!  Happy Birthday!!!

Fourth Year Anticipation

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Fourth Year Anticipation

Today will mark the fourth anniversary of Kirk's going to his Heavenly home.  I can't believe that it's already been four years ago that I last talked to him, seen his face, heard his laugh.  Some days it seems like it was just yesterday, but most days it seems like a lifetime. 

I know we all grieve in our own way and we all have our own timeline.  I can only talk to you about my journey and how I felt each year on June 25th.  The first year we busied ourselves with having my niece and one of Emily's friends spend the night with us and then we went to a large cat sanctuary with my mom.  We kept ourselves busy and made it through the day. I will be honest, I was still pretty numb and really just went through the motions of getting through that first year.  I wanted Emily to have fun and we had never been to a large feline rescue.  It was definitely an adventure but it was fun. 

The second year anniversary we were in sunny California.  We had spent a week of going to Disneyland, San Diego, Hollywood, and the beautiful beaches of Laguna and Dana Point.  We went to Venice Beach and Santa Monica Pier.  It was a dream vacation and I really would love to go back.  We flew back on the 25th and I can tell you when I opened my eyes that morning, I felt like I was right back on day one.  I wasn't prepared for the waves of grief that flooded me that morning.  I think it was the combination of his anniversary and leaving California.  Usually I am ready to go home after a vacation, but I can honestly say that I didn't want to leave, I didn't want to come home.  Once we flew out then I was ready to take on that second year. 

We were able to go last year on the third anniversary to a local amusement park named Kings Island.  It's only a two hour drive from our home and we went with a large family group.  We had a lot of fun and even though June 25th is a sad day, we were able to have fun and relax.  I think what helped me with this third year was that I found a couple of websites called A Widow's Might and Widows Christian Place.  Having these remarkable women write about their own experiences and share their stories and faith in Jesus has helped me tremendously. 

Now as the fourth anniversary is pressing down on me, I am praying for a day filled with thanksgiving and love.  I am hoping to remember the great times we had together and praising Jesus for the time that I had with Kirk.  I know Kirk is rejoicing in Heaven with his Savior.  Kirk isn't dreading his anniversary of going Home, he is praising Jesus with his hands lifted high singing glory, glory, glory.  Psalm 105:3 says, "Glory in his holy name; let the hearts of those who seek the Lord rejoice."  Psalm 66:2, "Sing the glory of his name; make his praise glorious."  Praising Jesus and going to Him with thanksgiving has helped me in the healing process and to trust the Lord with my future.  "Let us come before him with thanksgiving and extol him with music and song." Psalm 95:2 NIV.  I feel with this anniversary I have fully armored myself so that I can continue to heal and start to move forward.  I have started to entertain thoughts of dating one day, but my main focus is to continue to grow in Christ and to continue to raise my beautiful daughter that God blessed us with raising.

If you get a minute in your day, please whisper a little prayer for me and Emily.  This is the first year that we do not have any concrete plans.  I have started to have some work done to my house and had her room repainted so we will work on the last phase of my remodel vision.  I am making a hang out room for Emily and her friends and also am having a pergola built over my patio. We will get through today and come out on the other side ready to face our future with trust and hope in Jesus.  He will see us through today and everyday and continue to show us love, compassion, mercy, and grace. 

Lord please be with not only me and Emily, but with the rest of our family and Kirk's friends and his customers.  Kirk was a great man, incredible dad, wonderful husband, and the best tractor/trailer mechanic in Indianapolis.  Lord we miss his so much but know that you have a plan for us and you needed Kirk more than we did here on Earth.  Lord I look forward to the day that I am reunited with you and my Kirk.  I pray for continued healing for all of us that love and miss Kirk with all of our hearts.  Thank you Lord for blessing us with Kirk and letting me have him as a best friend and husband for 25 years.  He was truly a blessing from You!!!  In your precious name..Amen!!

Happy Father's Day!!

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Happy Father's Day!!

This is for my dad!!  He is an amazing man that gives generously and never asks for anything in return.  He has always been there for me and my sister Crystal.  He is a Christian man that is full of integrity and everyone that knows him respects and loves him.  He was there for me in my darkest time after Kirk passed away.  Here is the background story of my dad and what transpired on June 25, 2011.

When my dad received the call that Kirk was gone, he was on his way home from taking a friend back to his nursing home after his visit for the day.  My dad was the second one there, but was about 45 minutes out when he received the call.  I don't even want to know how fast he drove to Kirk's shop.  He promised me that we would get it all figured out and that he would take care of getting everything arranged.  Kirk had his own mechanics shop and needless to say there were a lot of tools, tool boxes, paperwork, big pieces of equipment, your typical mechanics shop.  My dad owns a salvage and lumber business so he has several big trucks that he hauls big quantities of material.  The day after Kirk passed, several volunteers showed up and helped my dad and uncle and they cleaned out Kirk's business in one day.  We were afraid that other tenants would find out about Kirk's passing and would try and make themselves at home in his shop.  It wasn't in the best part of Indianapolis.  So once they got it all into trucks, then they had to spread it out in several buildings until we were able to start the process of an estate.  After Kirk's services, then the time came to finish out his business and settle an estate that we had to get going with help from a lawyer and an accountant, not to mention Kirk's bank.  My dad was with me every step of the way.  Even though I kept and still live in my house that Kirk and I had together, my mom and dad turned a spare bedroom into a very nice room for Emily and me to stay and crash the months after Kirk's passing.  My dad ran out and bought mattresses and made sure we were comfortable.  He helped me so much with the business end of the estate and made sure all of Kirk's tools, equipment, and trucks were sold at the right price.  Without my dad, I am not sure what I would have done.  We are never prepared for any death, but a sudden death of your husband that owns his own business is a tough process to go through.  Not only do you mourn after your husband, but also his business and all the what could have been.  My dad still continues to look after our best interest and helps me with anything that my crazy mind might come up with at the spur of the moment.  Happy Father's Day to you dad!!  Your the best!!

As for Kirk, I couldn't have asked for a better husband and father to Emily.  He adored her and loved her with all of his heart.  He wasn't sure about being a dad when I told him we were going to have a baby, but he sure did hit it out of the ballpark.  I know Emily misses him so much.  She brings him up from time to time and I am always telling her stories or sharing old pictures that his friends share on Facebook.  She loves hearing them and seeing him with his long, curly hair.  He was a guitarist in a couple of bands back in the eighty's so he definitely had the hair!!  I sure wish Kirk could share in her accomplishments.  I know he would be so proud of her and would love to be right there.  But Emily and I also understand that God called him home for a purpose.  We have asked the Why? question but we know that we might never know the answer until we are reunited with Jesus and Kirk one day.  Proverbs 3:5 NIV says, "Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding."  This verse was given to us by our counselor Debbie at our very first session with her and it's the one that I have kept in my heart for these past four years.  We do not understand, but God has a plan and had one from the very start.  It's hard to get a nine year old to understand that at the time, but now that she is almost 14 she gets it now.  I am astounded by her love of Jesus and it fills my heart to hear her sing hymns and praising Jesus even when she could be mad for the sudden passing of her daddy. 

I know today is a tough day for a lot of us.  The moms have to be both parents now and our children are without their daddy.  As other families celebrate their dads, we need to remind our children that they are not fatherless.  They have a Heavenly Father that loves and cares for them more than they can fathom.  In Psalms 68:4-6 tells us, "Sing to God, sing in praise of his name, extol him who rides on the clouds; rejoice before him-his name  is the Lord.  A father to the fatherless, a defender of widows, is God in his holy dwelling.  God sets the lonely in families, he leads out the prisoners with singing; but the rebellious live in a sun-scorched land."  Please remind your children of this.  I know it won't bring back their dads that they are missing, but it will hopefully give them hope and know that God is merciful and salvation lies in Him and Him alone!!

Lord, please watch over all of these children that do not have a daddy here on Earth but they have You to soothe their pain and hurt.  I pray that these children seek you and strive to know you and thirst for your word.  Only Your word gives us what we need, there we find comfort and healing.  I pray for all the widows that are both mom and dad now.  I pray for their rest and comfort Lord.  It's a hard position to be in, but You picked us for a reason Lord.  Thank you for always being there at our right hand guiding and helping us every step of the way.  In your Precious Name..Amen!!

Kirk on Father's Day June 2011.  This is the last photo of him taken.  Just six days after this picture he passed away.  The cake was his favorite cake that I made him and my dad and brother in law every Father's Day.  A strawberry Jello poke cake.  He loved it.

 

 

This is my dad while we were waiting on our lunch at Outback.  We normally eat lunch together after church every Sunday.  He doesn't like his picture taken as you can tell.  He is an incredible man and dad.  Thank you Lord for blessing my sister and me with him.